Happy New Year

Okay, this title is probably a bit late, but who gives a shit. I am sorry for that. I mean I know I haven’t been writing about writing anymore. Well it is already four months ago. But in this four months I have been working. Working in so many different ways that I can live good with the idea that I haven’t been writing here. School is going great, my marriage couldn't be better right now and my actual work is also fine. But the biggest thing is my book. It is not finished if some of you have hoped that, but it is so close to be. I was reading just now my latest post. There I was not even finished with the I-Perspective. Well that problem is long time gone. I have finished this step. Now I am checking to logic in my book. I look what makes sense and what doesn't. I also see that my characters grow. I really love them and they start to talk by themselves  There are almost alive. But like I say it’s not perfect yet. There are still a few things I have to do. I gave my book now to my best friend Verena. I think I am allowed to say her name out loud here J Verena was helping me a lot with this great story. She is honest, just that what I need. Maybe she is not saying everything, but that would be also not good for me. It’s about the perfect middle of being honest and being still a friend who doesn't want to run someone down. I think I found this friend. Better, I know I did. She gave me some of her ideas and I believe this ideas are making the story to that what it is today. Of course it was me who had to choose from all of this great ideas, putting them all together and write them into my story, but she was a bit help.

Then there is one other person that helps me. Everybody thinks probably now my husband. Well he is also a help (he believes in me unconditionally) , but I don't mean him. I am talking about my lovely mother. I know everybody says he or she has the best mother in the world, but when I say it, it’s the truth ;-)

She is also reading my book right now. She is not checking the story like Verena does. She is there for the right spelling (my story is in German, so I don’t make as many mistakes as in English). Well, I hope so.

So I have finished the I-Perspective and I reviewed my book now the third time. That was the moment I had to give it to someone to read it. I think I would have found myself a few things, but after a while you getting as a writer blind for mistakes. My mother and Verena don't.

Otherwise my life is fine, like I said before. Eugene and I were in Amsterdam for New Year and three weeks ago we came back from our two weeks South African vacation. Now I am back at work. Oh and my little sister and me are getting along better then ever. She comes quite often to us now. And we almost write everyday with each other. I want her to know, how much I love her and finally I have the chance to do tell her every day. Don’t take me wrong. I love all my siblings. Stefanie, Lisa, Kimberly and Patrick, but with Lisa is something different  My older sister is also one of my best friends so she doesn't count only as sister. So that is something else. But what I got with Lisa is so different. Maybe it feels like that because I am a big sister now. I learned how important it is to be a good person for her. I want her to know that she is so special, it doesn't matter what comes. My older sister knows how great she is, but a eleven years old girl gets lost easy and I don't want that to happen to her. A little bit like Youna and Fabienne. Not that I feel like Youna. I mean she is so strict and I am totally not but the feeling is same. Maybe that made it so easy to write the feelings Youna has, when she sees Fabienne.

Anyway. I have a lot of work still to do and still a few things to change on my Bestseller ;-)

I hope I keep on writing here a bit more often then in the past. Good night everyone.