Tuesday, November 20, 2012

Questions, Qustions and more Questions


So my new Post is about my book Symbiose.

I am really trying right now. I had the last week not so much time. My new baby-brother was on Saturday born. So I went there on Sunday. Also on Saturday I went to the movies. I watched all five movies from Twilight. It was so cool, also great that they have changed the end a bit. Don’t take me wrong. I love the books, but the end was a bit boring.  When I was finally on Sunday at home, with nothing to do or think about, I was able to think about my own book. But instead of thinking about Symbiose what I am working on right now, I thought about the second book. The most Teeny Books with a love story have two guys, fighting for the one girl. My book doesn’t have that. Well, not right now. So will it be still a good love story? Or does it have to have to men who are fighting. So that the reader can decide with one he or she likes more? There are so many questions where I don’t have an answer yet.  I will see what the characters are telling me to do. Because I am new in this, I learn every single day. It’s so funny that I just decided to write a book. I mean, now I have so much stress because of it, but I also get a pleasure of it. I really hope the changes I made so far, will be good. I had a book that was talking also about editing the own book. Sometimes beginner change, things just because they can’t see what is good and which is not.

Now my characters love each other, but something will change. There is not the happy ending they were hoping for. That’s for sure. More I can’t say about it right now, because I am not finished. The book and the idea are kind of finished, but there is still a lot to do, before I can even think about publishing. There is also still the question if I want to do it by myself. I think I try first with an agency.

Today I got school again and I really hate it right now that I have to go there. But then I think to myself, only two more years. I will never stop writing so what is two years? Of course, I have a bit of stress right now, but I can imagine how easy it will feel like, when I just have to go to work and afterwards I can write like for two or three hours every day. On the weekend even more, because then I don’t have to learn (or go to school) also a new thing for me to go on weekends to school.  My life couldn’t be better right now, even if I am not at my normal Workplace. Because of my school I have to work for three weeks in a different place. I like working with children. No. that was not right. I love to work with them. I like every single one. There are special and I learn a lot from them as well. But usually I work with children in the age of 3-6 years. Now I work with the babies till 3 years. That is not my age. Hope I will get at least a good great for that.

That was all for today. I have to make myself ready to go to school.

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